Life Happens.

Hello there;

Hiya, hello, ayup! Yes I am back after a 2 week break that was purely outta my hands. So it turns out that it my was laptop that had broke. Sad times. But for the first time in my life I am so glad I took out the extended warranty on my laptop meaning that it got fixed, for free. Guys, Mac Books aren't a massive fan of steamy bathrooms FYI. 

So what have I been doing on my break?! Well.... 

Ill be perfectly honest with you. I started to detest my blog, I was really having to push myself to take photos, to edit them and to finally write up the posts themselves. Did that come across in my posts? Of course. Don't get me wrong I re wrote a few so they wasn't completely half hearted but they are not my best. I felt like I was letting you, my readers down if I didn't blog every other day. I managed it last year, so why couldn't I manage it this year?! Well life happens.

Recently I have had to step down at work due to a restructure, meaning the last 5 years of my life; all the hard work, all the hours I have done for my company have been for nothing. Yes I am very bitter of this even to this day. Basically I am heart broken. I loved my job but now it is no more. I really need to remember the word "no" as hard as it will be. I like to please people. 

Also a very special person to me has gone through a awful time of her life. Even if my laptop was working, I would have given it up to be with her. Id have given up everything to make sure she was okay. I do feel like I have been an amazing friend to her and I don't mean that big headed in the slightest. If you had asked me if we were close before I would have said of course. But after these past few weeks, we have become so much closer and stronger. I now know for a 109454340% fact that she will be in my life forever. 

Due to said friend, I am now going away in August. Which means I need to shift some timber. So back to the gym I go. Which means my blog will be taking a back seat a little. So what does this mean for Sian Marie Beauty. WELL let me tell you. I am not giving up on it, not in the slightest. After my little break I have missed doing this. I am glad I had the time away to realise that I do still love blogging. But I will no longer be posting every other day. I will/need to figure out a post schedule that works for me. I know it'll be three times a week, I just want to figure out which days will work best for me. If I fancy writing an extra post well I will do. If I only want to do two posts, then I will do. Its taken me having a break to realise this is no my be all and end all of my life. 

So whats been happening in your life lately?!


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